Just to think,
That I'm going to keep pushing you away,
With all these storms that trouble my mind
But you're going to keep running back to me,
fighting against my wind


Just how could you ever exist?


You're going to cry out to me,
and yell above the thunder of my dark thoughts,
saying, "Just let me please"
And I would be confused about why you would dare
to come any near


Just how could you ever exist?


And I might secretly want to believe in you,
I might not even admit it, but I could hardly believe
that anyone would want to go through all the trouble
of trying to calm my own storms,
when I couldn't even do it myself


Just how could you ever exist?


My demons have clouded my sight,
trying to blind me with my own lightning,
but you're going to keep holding on tight,
hoping you'd eventually see the sun's light,
that would dry up all of these tears
that I've always failed to hide


And then you're still going to stay,
even when I might just break into another storm
that could always come back another day


Just how could you ever exist?


And the longer you'd stay by my side,
there's nothing else I could do
And I wish I could more than apologize
for all that you'd have to go through


because of me


But then you'd still love me anyways—
not just because you see something in me,
but you also have a storm of your own
that you'd wish to battle with me